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PROFILE
20/20 VISION

Portland's Braille Stars set their sights on making music for themselves--whether you like it or not.


BY LIZ BROWN
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.Braille Stars CD release show
Lola's Room
1332 W Burnside St., 225-5555,
ext 8811
9 pm Monday,
Oct. 30

Portland label Wicked Witch, run by Ozone Records owner Janell Hell, released Golden Dream.

Braille Stars have already opened for Quasi in San Francisco and L.A., but their dream tour would be with Sonic Youth or Blonde Redhead.



If Stef Darensbourg, drummer and back-up vocalist for the Portland duo Braille Stars, is in the mood to make sweeping statements, you can hardly blame her.

"We're not chick singer/songwriters," she stresses, with just a hint of frustration. Despite the marked absence of gender politics, ladylike priss or riot grrl growl in their music, Darensbourg and guitarist Gilly Ann Hanner constantly struggle to escape the girl-band ghetto.

"It's always a problem," Darensbourg laments. "It breeds resentment. It makes you go,
'I'm so sick of getting compared
to you!'"

Hanner agrees. "When someone says we remind them of Pink Floyd or King Crimson," she says, "we're like, 'Thank you!'"

Darensbourg and Hanner are good at lots of things, but coloring inside the lines of people's expectations isn't one of their particular skills. Their songs aren't traditional pop nuggets but explorations of improvised jams. And there's no Lilith-style strumming or overbearing, heart-on-her-sleeve lyrics to be found on the band's impressive debut album, Golden Dream. Instead, vocals colored with impressionistic lyrics hang back in the mix, one thread in a tapestry of sound.

Hanner got her start a decade ago with Portland's riotous Calamity Jane, which developed a loyal following and even toured with Nirvana in the early '90s. After the demise of her first band, Hanner played with Starpower, Semi-sweet and No. 2, among others.

Darensbourg first played guitar with local band Toadvine five years ago, and that's where she met Hanner, who joined on bass. Darensbourg traded in her guitar for drumsticks soon after, and the two have been collaborating ever since--in the much-adored Semi-sweet, as well as Starpower and the short-lived Darth Vader's Daughter, with Hanner's sister Megan.

Darensbourg says that brief band fundamentally changed how both she and Hanner approach music.

"It was when we finally busted out and were like, 'I'm not going to sit in my room with a fucking guitar and write a song anymore. This is boring,'" she recalls. Hanner nods in agreement.

"Neither one of us has sat down in a room and tried to write a song with an acoustic guitar for a long time," adds Hanner. "And whenever I do, I'm like, 'Yuck. I hate doing this, it's horrible! Where's my delay pedal?'"

"And we made that band, and we jammed and jammed, and it was the best, raddest music ever," Darensbourg continues, "and then Megan was like, 'I don't want to do this.'"

The two forged on, exploring their newly-adopted improv style. Then they found a name for their project while recording practice sessions.

"We had gone to the Goodwill and gotten some shit that was worthless," Darensbourg recalls. "And one of the things we got were books on tape for blind people with the titles in braille. So we had a jam and we taped it on one of those things, and we were like, 'What are we going to call it?' So we just decided on Braille." They added "Stars" to decrease the chances of bumping into a band with the same name.

"Also, I started thinking about the concept of 'braille stars,'" says Hanner. "And I thought 'Well, music could be like stars to someone who can't see. How could you explain what stars look like to someone who can't see?'"

Golden Dream, recorded at Jackpot Studios with Larry Crane manning the 24-track, bristles with aggressive, driving tracks rife with scathing guitars. But the record also has its share of laid-back melodic moments and meditative instrumentals, layered atop a single repetitive guitar line. Having 24 tracks to work with in the studio allowed the duo to expand on their live sound, but, as their live shows demonstrate, the collective energy, ideas and confidence of Hanner and Darensbourg alone are far from lacking. In the band's division of labor, Hanner focuses on melodies and lyrics, while Darensbourg thinks in terms of arrangements, beats and harmonies.

"My take on lyrics has totally changed," Hanner admits. "When I started in Calamity Jane, I was really like [shouting] 'Blahhh!' You know, 'I've gotta yell my lyrics out and they're very important and I'm mad! And you're gonna listen and I don't care if it hurts your ears--in fact, I hope it does!' I was 21. Now I want it to be positive, and I want it to be beautiful."

Besides Hanner's maturing approach to lyrics, the duo's entire philosophy of making music has evolved.

"We just want to listen to this and think it sounds good ourselves, as opposed to sounding like another band," says Hanner. "It's not like you consciously try to emulate other bands, but you're influenced by them. It's like seeing somebody who dresses cute, so you get the same outfit and then it doesn't look the same at all on you. It's the same in music. You try on all this stuff that you like, but it's not you.

"Part of improvising is feeling comfortable enough to go on stage and be like 'I don't care if everybody's watching me. I'm just gonna play. And if it's good, we'll all know it. If it's not, who cares? It's just a show at Satyricon or the Tonic Lounge, everyone will go home and get drunk anyway. If it's bad, we'll just stop and do something else,'" Hanner says.

"It's usually always good, though," Darensbourg reminds her.

 

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