Sara Jackson-Holman Can't Seem To Find Herself on "Didn't Go To The Party"

[DREAMY PIANO POP] It's easy to hear Sara Jackson-Holman's classical training on her new album, and that may be the problem. A concert pianist-turned-pop songwriter, Jackson-Holman's references to piano masterworks begin with the first track, "Monsoon," which opens with sweeping, swift piano runs à la Claude Debussy, and the string-heavy orchestral arrangements throughout give the album a cinematic quality. Thematically, though, Didn't Go to the Party is confused. Meant as a quiet, questioning exploration of self, it's filled with stock lyrics like "I feel the heat of you so close to my skin" and "the emptiness cuts through me like a knife," clichés made even more impersonal in their marriage to such lavish (though technically exquisite) orchestral arrangements. The album is stylistically off-balance as well—at one moment, Jackson-Holman channels the sexy melancholia of Lana Del Rey ("You'll Come Around"), the next the operatic drama of Adele ("Killing Me Boy"), then ends with a left-field Latin jazz groove ("Spring Bossa"). But she shines on "Too Late," the only track that scans as a straight-ahead, piano-pop ballad. Almost everywhere else, though, Jackson-Holman bogs down the album with complex ornamentation, and the result is an effort too overwrought for the bare emotions to resonate.

SEE IT: Sara Jackson-Holman releases Didn't Go to the Party at Mississippi Studios, 3939 N Mississippi Ave., with Rare Diagram and Lynnae Griffin, on Wednesday, Oct. 19. 9 pm. $5. 21+.

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Isabel Zacharias

Isabel is a writer, musician and radio broadcaster from Kansas. She was the 2014 recipient of the University of Oregon's Kidd Prize in Poetry, and her narrative journalism has appeared in Oregon Quarterly, Willamette Week, About Face Magazine and Eugene Weekly. She is an Aquarius/Capricorn cusp but understands if you think astrology is bullshit.

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